Happy birthday my lovely pn.tai^^

happy birthday pn.tai^^生日快乐
祝老师永远健康与美丽
我很难过不能帮老师庆祝生日，
但是我还是有送上我的小小祝福
老师应该有收到吧？！
从中一到现在，一直很疼爱我们的您，
永远都照顾我们的您，
在我们最需要帮助的时候伸出援手的您，
我真的真的很爱你，老师！哈哈。。。
老师你可不能忘记我！！
要不然我会很伤心的T.T
老师，再次祝福你生日快乐！

*screaming*

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
it so annoying me!!!
i think now is the time to let all the things go
especially is sad thing!!!
new year arrived and me is new of me
make me sad and make me happy also because of this!
so now dont think anymore, just focus on my SPM enough
fighting!

picture during holiday^^

two girls fight for one boy

mx,wy,jane,ys,me and peh

at orchid bistro XD

eat so much=.=

wy ask me curi take for her, but nice^^

manda's present

so sweet=P

four lengluis XD

two lengluiXD

ys face haha

cheers!

mx and peh

me manda yx

so cute the hat

jane me peh

see!

nose bleedXD

what she doing? =.=

scaryT.T

jane with one pig

me ys

big family^^

mx and me

school reopenT.T

long time didnt update my blog d, now update^^
H....A....I....H!!!
i dont want go back to school, i hate this year!
2012 is a stressful year for me because i'm sitting for SPM
wuoh~ SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIA?! XD
STRAIGHT A? must pay more effort on it so i can accomplish my target!
but i know it is very hard, but i will try my best!
 form 5 d, 17 years old d, i'm a senior in school wahaha
so fast is my last year in my secondary school life>.<
i gonna miss my secondary life, especially when form 1 untill form 3 at TD2
hmm...now feel so moody...dont know why
because school reopen? holiday finish? spm?
ish...MOODY now!
change topic change topic...XD

erm i went back to selangor for one week when holiday
i hang out with my friends at aeon, can call jusco also hehe
new shopping centre at anggun
few of my friends working at there, jia you!
earn more money hahha
we took lunch at Restaurant Orchid Bistro
but i just ordered one apple juice
we spend almost two hours at the restaurant =.=
they saying joke, playing, eating, teasing each other
what a happy moment^^ miss that so much
after that we went Daiso Japan to buy manda's present
looking for the present around 15 minutes
at last i bought one pair of small cute cup
i went home and decorated it
hmm then my mum asked me to buy some vegetable and "tang yuan"
that time i felt like i'm a aunty shopping at pasar
take one basket walked here walked there
but luckily my friends accompanied me haha
then then then.....
back home d....anyway thx lam for fetching me =D

another wonderful day with my gang
AMANDA'S PARTY! erm... also christmas party i think
peh came my house at 6.45p.m then she took bath
she wore so pretty but me wore like normal
i faster asked my family whether got any nice clothes can borrow me
finally i found one!
then i walked with peh to manda's house
when i reached there, so many people eating d
is buffet! XD all the food are so delicious
yummy yummy^^
we chatting in manda's room {her room very big and nice}
playing in room...
manda opened the present one by one
finally is me and rachel present...she so touched when she saw the cup
the present is me and rachel bought for her=)
after that went downstairs watch tv
korean songs MV
SUPER JUNIOR!! KIM HYUN JOONG!! and more...*cant remember*
but sj and khj are the important one haha
but before 12a.m all my friends went back d=.=
i thought we can countdown together, who knows end up all went back d
haih...

ya, thats all!
i spend my one week holiday with my friends and family at selangor

now i 17 years old d, really sounds like old>.<
like big girl haha
but my appearance still like a form 2 or form 3 student LOL
many people also say so T.T
but cant change anything with my appearance haha
I'M 17 YEARS OLD IN 2012 IS THE FACT!
accept it ^^
i will nervous for my spm
dont know i can handle it well or not
i dont wanna disappoint my family and my teachers and friends too
i know my family hope i can get good result in spm like my pmr
it is a hard mission, i will try to do it!
if i cant get what u all want, please dont feel sad or dont be disappointed
because i have done my best!
i do well in my spm is all because of my future!
i hope i can have a brightly future!!!
my gang fighting together!!! jia you^^V

thanks for ur words ^^

            After i saw my beloved friend post something for me, i was like out of the blue.  Here is my 

reply and is also as my feeling after i see the post.

           

            Yesterday i also felt i very brave to write the post, but pn.tai's words really impressed me and  

i remembered till now, as the same thing, spm is count on our effort to study, no tiru or tips. now i

 see ur post also feel touchedT.T ya maybe i shifted here, and my brother not with us, so i need to

 take care my parents and learn to be independent. after my grandma pass away last year, my 

mum not happy like last time, and my father get sicked this year too, so i need to be discipline and 

responsible. starting i shift here, i really cant adapt the new school, new friends, new environment.

 everything is NEW for me. that time i dont happy at all, and i keep asking people whether i want 

to shift back or not. untill one day my mum explained to me, she said u shift here is already a 

truth, and since i born till now i 16 years old, i never live with my father before, its time to live with

 him and he is old d. From that second, i decided to stay here and dont think about going back and 

study with u all. i start to adapt the new environment. when the time i struggled want to go back, i

 almost everyday cry cry cry, my mum saw it. and i know if i shift back, my dad will feel sad. i dont

 want this to happen. i decided to let go everything in rawang. although sometimes i see u all go

 anywhere, i feel a bit sad and jealous, but now nothing d. u all can also do like what i did, maybe i 

face the thing earlier than u all. thx jane, i know 8 of u can do it too! u all are SMART!!!!!! fighting

 k? most of u actually is better than me much much much much more but always humble say no-.- i 

know u are!  straight A is waiting for u all next year haha! dont get stress ya=D

            This few days happened many things, i have so many feelings in my heart that i cant say

 out to anyone, so i use blog to express myself as well. My mood also change like wind, change so

 fast. many things annoying me, keep spinning in my head. but now is over, everything is settled.

 Hey girls,  what thing happened is happened, u cant do anything to change it. We should learn to 

let go the thing, i hope u all can live happily. i happy when i saw u say i matured and strong.

 thx...maybe ur words not important for other people, but is really touched for me and important.

            

              Ya, thats all for today. i was busy decorating my blog also haha^^ 

EXCITED!

yeah yeah yeah! my holiday around the corner hahaha!
i was planning what i'm going to do during this holiday^^
hang out with my gang? play badminton with my gang? watch movie with my gang? sing k with my gang? shopping with my gang?! OMG there are a lot of things let me to do during this coming holiday=D
but unfortunately, november i still have my tuition, december only stop *sigh*
but i will going back for few days to watch BREAKING DAWN with my gang! wahahahaha
i was waiting for this movie long time ago, FINALLY...i can watch!
yesterday i finished my final exam for my form 4...so fast already passed one year
i shift to jb and study here already one year...my form 4 life just left 10 days T.T
then i'm going to be a SPM candidate for 2012 year!! =.="
after this school holiday, i think i dont have so much time to hang out, play with my friends already
its time to focus on my study for my SPM.
i hope nine of us can do well in our SPM...
LETS FIGHT TOGETHER!!! GO GO GO!!!

I'm so lucky!

I was lucky in having a good parents^^ recently i was busy to study for my August's monthly test. ONE WEEK! this one week is quite suffer for me T.T everyday just study study study and study until so late. but i didn't burn the midnight oil, must have enough sleep to face the exam =)although i study hard, but when the next day go to school to do the exam paper, what also don't know=.= my mind is BLANK! all the answers are all my simply explanation, is not correct...but no choice because i really don't know how to do. i think my gang doing well in their exam, they are SMART enough! i feel like after i came here, i become a bit stupid-.- don't know why, i'm not like last time that smart haiz!!!!! oh ya, i forgot to talk about my topic of my blog today. Erm, i will say so because this week i was sitting exam, i study till very late, my dad and mom accompany until i finished my study. Like today, 12.00a.m++ my mom went upstairs, left me and my dad. Dad saw i still doing my revision, he sacrifice himself didn't go to sleep and accompany at downstairs, he watched tv and waiting me even though he is tired. i was so TOUCHED!!! my mom too! almost everyday my mom accompany me to finish study. Suddenly i feel that i'm the luckiest girl in this world because i have a good parents! love them^^ time to sleep, tomorrow still got exam, see ya^^