After i saw my beloved friend post something for me, i was like out of the blue. Here is my
reply and is also as my feeling after i see the post.
Yesterday i also felt i very brave to write the post, but pn.tai's words really impressed me and
i remembered till now, as the same thing, spm is count on our effort to study, no tiru or tips. now i
see ur post also feel touchedT.T ya maybe i shifted here, and my brother not with us, so i need to
take care my parents and learn to be independent. after my grandma pass away last year, my
mum not happy like last time, and my father get sicked this year too, so i need to be discipline and
responsible. starting i shift here, i really cant adapt the new school, new friends, new environment.
everything is NEW for me. that time i dont happy at all, and i keep asking people whether i want
to shift back or not. untill one day my mum explained to me, she said u shift here is already a
truth, and since i born till now i 16 years old, i never live with my father before, its time to live with
him and he is old d. From that second, i decided to stay here and dont think about going back and
study with u all. i start to adapt the new environment. when the time i struggled want to go back, i
almost everyday cry cry cry, my mum saw it. and i know if i shift back, my dad will feel sad. i dont
want this to happen. i decided to let go everything in rawang. although sometimes i see u all go
anywhere, i feel a bit sad and jealous, but now nothing d. u all can also do like what i did, maybe i
face the thing earlier than u all. thx jane, i know 8 of u can do it too! u all are SMART!!!!!! fighting
k? most of u actually is better than me much much much much more but always humble say no-.- i
know u are! straight A is waiting for u all next year haha! dont get stress ya=D
This few days happened many things, i have so many feelings in my heart that i cant say
out to anyone, so i use blog to express myself as well. My mood also change like wind, change so
fast. many things annoying me, keep spinning in my head. but now is over, everything is settled.
Hey girls, what thing happened is happened, u cant do anything to change it. We should learn to
let go the thing, i hope u all can live happily. i happy when i saw u say i matured and strong.
thx...maybe ur words not important for other people, but is really touched for me and important.
Ya, thats all for today. i was busy decorating my blog also haha^^
